Solved

Few days ago, I had published a blog titled 'Annoyances' that present my annoy about myself, families, and loves. End of this month, May, some of my annoyances had been solved by one by one. For examples, the families problem about my sister and Albert. They are fine now. I don't know Albert how to solve the problem, but I'm very cheerful because they are harmony... But they leaved their lovely dog, Minnie here. Another problems that had been solved was the 'Learner Driving Licence', I received the call from Chee Seng driving school. The auntie said that my licence had done and made the appointment on Monday. Unfortunately, I received another call on today, that was the 'teacher' is not suitable on Monday, so that I changed it to Wednesday.

On the other hand, the problem about my studies is still in progress. I don't know decided it on when because I don't want to postpone it. I hope that she can decided it as soon as possible. About the apply for PTPTN loans, I also feel anxious about it... When we are getting older, we must facing with many problems or annoyances. I can only said that, 'I was very tired about this!'. When I can solve my problems probably, it's forever and ever. But I will never give up on this, what I'm saying, 'Who am I? I'm Sherry'...

Today, I made my own calendar called 'MY RECYCLE CALENDAR'. It made by the waste papers, the way of doing is very easy... This is what we called DIY(Design It Yourself).

Annoyances

Lately, I'm facing with a lot of annoyances. One of the annoyance is the studies, althought I chose my decision already, but something is annoy with me. I don't know how to solve it, it's a difficult thing to me. Another one is the salary that I worked in 'Rest and Relax' at One Utama. My sister, Tsuey Hua, she always ask me about the salary, and I don't know how to answer it. She said that I didn't care about it... I want to answer her with: if I didn't check my amount with my Hong Leong Bank Account, how I know that my salary already bank it or not. But I didn't said it to my sister.

Another one is my Learner Driving Licence, it also cause by my sister because she ask that when I can learn to drive. I answer this question in many times already, and all my answers is same. I don't know why she can't be patience... It seen like mother, like daughter. My mum is a impatince people too. The most trouble that annoying me is my sister. Yesterday, I received a message from Albert. He said my sister ran away from home again, and the reason is a trifle only. It cause by Winkie watching television, Albert allowed Winkie to watching television but my sister want Winkie to revision... I don't know why they always cause some trouble to themself and us (dad and I).

I hope that all the annoyance can solve with easier matter. I don't like to get annoy by anyone that I love like my sister and Albert. It's not first time to them and us... I know Albert already tired on this, I hope that my sister can change her mind in this situation... We are also tired too! Especially mum and dad.

Decision

Everyone have to make a decision for their future... Of crouse, I'm also going to make decision for myself in studying, working, living, and etc. For studying, my parents decided me to go to INTI college, Subang Jaya campus one because it's link with universities in Australia after I'm finished my diploma in accounting. Today, we (dad, Sis Hua and me) went to Segi University College, Kota Damansara campus for take some suggestion. Unfortunately, Segi is only link with universities in United Kingdom(UK). If I want go to Australia after my diploma, it has to depend on universities in Australia, and it's hard too... Sis Hua made a decision to me which is study in INTI college. Althought it's trouble to my dad, but dad also didn't complaint in anything. I'm very thankful to him, because he really a lovely dad to us and also to mum.

From now on, I have to concentrate on my driving because I really want to get my driving licence as soon as possible. In this second, I'm waiting for the driving school to make a call to me. After got my Learner Driving Licence(LDL), I can start for learn to drive. I'm afraid about that because I didn't remembered all the parts of the car. But I'll keep it easily, just like what I'm said, "Just do what you want". When I'm faced with problem, I'm always remind myself with this adge...

For living, it was troublesome when mum was went to USA. I knew how difficult when I live alone with dad, I'm afraid with the foods which is take away from outside because the foods is oily and unhealthy for us. I miss my mum's cook very much. But I must waiting for it after 5 months. 5 months is a very long time for me right now... Althought Sis Hua will come back for cooking in weekend, but her's cook compare with mum's cook is just like heaven and earth. I didn't meant that sis' cook is not good, but it's not mouth-watering to me. I think I'll learn how to cook in one of the day, maybe yes or no...

Yesterday, sis said to us(Albert and me), she want cook 'zong zi' in the day of 'duan wu'. Albert called her learn how to cook first such as read the recipe books in book store, then cook 3-5 for the test. Sis Hua called me to print the recipe from searching the internet... Talk about 'zong zi', I also miss my mum's cook, she didn't like to cook but she always yield to us. My mum is hot-tempered but she is really good in houseworks. Althought she is lazy but she always go for jogging. My mum like to watching television which is Hokkien channel, 333 in Astro. Everyday she will watch the channel because there are some programs which she love very much such as 'Love', 'Neighboorhood', 'Mother's Home', 'Liu Bo Wen' and so on...

Never Give Up

We, who're we... Of crouse, everyone will said that we are human. Yes, my dear, we are human... In this topic, I would like to share about human is never give up. When we do something, one of us will feel that it's difficult to me... Yes, every things got it's difficult and we also will face some problems... Problems? How to solve and can I solve? Someone will think of that...

I just want to said that don't give up when you faced the problem because there could be solve... Human, is a very clever animal because they got brain, human can think the ideas for solving the problem... Whether you are male or female, work or study, serious or play, you can't give up in every moments. I read from a book called 108 adages of wisdom who wrote by Master Sheng Yen. It's religion's book, and I'm a Buddhist too... One of the adages made me memorize very well, which is "When faced with any difficulty of life, resolve it by following these four steps: face it, accept it, deal with it, and then let it go." These adages accord with the topic we said today...

When you face with a problem or difficult, try to face it because escape it is can't solve anything... Never give up in everything you do, are you try to give up now? Just like what I'm said, "Just do what you want". You can made a choice for yourself and anyone else... Go ahead, my friend! You're the best in life...

Perplex

Today I solved my perplex in this two months already. It's feeling good to me and I'm relaxed now... Started from March in this year, I came back from National Services(NS) and I decided to taked my driving licence in the time-limited of two months. Unfortulately, I didn't pass my test first time, and I also taken two more times for the test too... Today, I can said that it's my luck, I pass my test with flying colours which was 47/50. I realized that the test in English was more difficult than our national language, Bahasa Malaysia(BM). I had solved one of my perplexed right now. It's gonna be relaxing for me. Ha...ha...

Another perplexed for me was the studies in college. Last time, I'm went to SUNWAY college and INTI college for the interviewed, it's without any hitch. However, the lecturer of the both colleges introduced me about the foundation of their college. Even though, I consider about diploma as my first choice as what I think firstly. My parents also supported me too. Because their resson is take the government loans as my result was good. I also decided it before to my parents because can help them decrease the burden now... I knew that I will spend a lot of moneies from them because of the tuition fees.

It's four days since my mother went to USA. Last three days, father and I was lazy for cooked, everyday we had the food which brought from outside... I knew that unhealthy for us especially my father, but we had no choice. I really miss my mother's cooking because her cooks is nice... Yesterday she had a call with us, she said that there are cool and she can't endure the wheather there. I hope that sis Thrase can take care of mother every moments, and mother can buy some clothes in there for warm up herself.

That's all, I waited for sis Thrase send some pictures for me because I really want to know what happening there right now.

Separation with friends

From now on, I have to enjoy my college's life... Memoried back, I already spend my five years time in my secondary school's life. It's full of ups and downs in there. I can remember the memories while I'm with my friends in the class, in the toilet, in the libraby, in the canteen, in the field and everywhere in the school. Memoried the last two years with my classmates, we have fun everytime. I still remembered the last row in our class was sat by Wong Chen Yong, Tan Chee Yong, Boo Yen Ting and Chong Poh Ying. The most chinese guys and girls was our class, therefore our class always in the noisy atmosphere. Ha...ha... Nowadays, all of us have our ways to go, some of them will continuos studying by Form 6, college or university. Some of them will be work after this like Cecilia Loh, Nichole Sim, Jenny Yong and else. I hope that our friendship will forever and ever, the most important one is keep in touch, connect with them all the times. Just like the sentences, "every moment have a call with your parents and friends, they will be happy with you because you still remember them".

Next three months, I will start my college's life with different peoples, hope that I can know more friends in my life...